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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

139 days`
freak!

the memories were once there..
yet u chose to put them back onto the shelves..
soon, they collect dust..
but me, n only me took them out
n clean the dust away..
where will u then?
i m searching for the past two days..
no sight of u...
disappearing soul`
*abandoned_memories./*

i cant control the tears anymore..
they just flow out from where it suppose to`
i wish i could hold on..
i dun mind waiting..
but can u?
everyone told me,
"he is unprepared.."
i jus turn on deaf ears..
so tell me wad u wan now?

i had nv force u to say those..
n neither had u force me to say this..
does action speaks louder than words apply on u too?
i dun mind if u nv reply my sms..
but at least appear in front of me, pls
so tt i koe u r still fine n olright..
just to let my mind be at peace
i m worrying for u
beats of my heart r beatin like hell..

i might b harsh on fri..
but it was just words of anger..
dun u understand?
didn we tok after that..
i tot everything was olright..
now,
was it my sensitivity work out again..
or was it just plainly the situation on fri?

waiting for ur appearance eversince on mon..
i m truely sorry ..

i truely understand the meaning of
so near yet so far..

yipeeS-